Terryflections    

Fr. Terence Quadros, SJ,

variously called by his friends Terry, TerryQ, TQ...
is a Jesuit who has a magical way of connecting to thoughts and pix that we ordinary Muggles do not see.

Terry is a Counsellor to students at St. Xavier's College, Mumbai,
and creates music and poems and cards and posters that so far have stayed hidden to all except the few to whom they were directed.

After much coaxing he has agreed to let us share these with the world.

Vinayalaya.com is happy to bring you a weekly choice of one of these Terry Treasures.  Updates every Monday.

You can contact him at
querry2@gmail.com    or at  terryq@jesuits.net

Several of the accompanying photos are by Prof. Kevin D'Cruz.
Kevin, a computer expert and an environmental enthusiast, teaches at St. Xavier's College, Mumbai.
He has two brothers who are Jesuit priests.  Of the three brothers it is hard to say who is most Jesuit.


Posting of Monday 9 Oct 06:


The tree sentinel

It stands alone at edge of land
in firm committed faithful stand
the vale below in viewed command
through lull or storm  that blows.
Assigned that post by will divine
in duty bound through rain and shine
to transient passers-by a sign
of sentinel repose.
 
For company the winds, the sky
the monsoon mist clouds floating by
the shrubs and grass around that lie
while seasons come and go.
And every evening sunsets seen
across wild forests evergreen
past vales and hills that stand between
horizon skies aglow.
 
Through blazing summer, winter cold,
wet monsoon seasons  that unfold
each dawning day will yet behold
its dedicated stance.
Uncowered by the winds of change
unenticed by offers strange
no yield to move or rearrange
to other music chants.
 
Just now quite shorn of majesty
it barely seems what trees should  be
lush foliage once now history
it stands still graced alone.
While other sentinels have passed
to other borders somewhere past
where lights abound no shadows cast
to ranges new unknown.
 
 
Some sentinels fall down and die
this one will stand upright, the sky
will hearken it's last wind borne sigh
and celebrate  a life
well spent fulfilling joyfully
a promise kept unfailingly
the way a sentinel should be
through sunshine, storm or strife.
 
I pass that cliff edge  and I see
still stand there sentinel the tree
 old, graceful yet, reminding me
of life as I must live.
Though challenge come from day to day
seductions to some other way
when Master asks me will I stay,
response affirmative!
 
  terryq : 1 September, 2004
photo: Prof. Kevin D'Cruz


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Posting of Monday 2 Oct 06:

Misty Road


From where I stand the road is clear
and leads with confidence  ahead
around me fresh the morning mists
and vibrant grasses wet with rain
soft sunlight patches play a tune
to which  sweet monsoon minstrels trill
their rise-and-shine awaken songs
my heartstrings pluck, my spirits fill.
 
The here-and-now I reach with grace
 traversed new paths adventure ways
through ups and downs, my footsteps sure
the earth safe firm beneath my feet.
I've walked the road, now no regrets
despite  the sometime seasons rage
discomfort, doubts and wonderings
if this the road that I must tread.
 
Just now ahead the misty curve
what lies beyond I cannot see
I do not know nor wish to know
the challenge, risk, the dare surprise
elation leap, new sunlit skies,
long tortuous path ,beyond what prize?
 
I step ahead light-footedly
My hand in His, enough for me....
 
                                                  terryq : august, 2003
photo: Prof. Kevin D'Cruz
 
 
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Posting of Monday 25 Sep 06:

This was written in April 2004:


Magic Sails and Clouds
 
They come in waves the dreamcloud scenes
and gradually the bridge between
dissolves, transforms and soon sets sail
swift ship on high seas storm assailed
yet ruddered towards haven far
unfaltering guide celestial star.
 
We dream our dreams most times alone
And from sleep dreams sometimes are born
Long passages cross time and space
our sails full swept by winds of grace
 
Sometimes I fear the seas, the skies
gust gales above, what danger lies
'neath ocean's heaving ruffled top
no mortal power can peril stop.
 
Then I remember gospel storm
He walked the seas, majestic form
The winds and waves their power concede
and peace returns at Master's heed.
 
My ship sails on. At rudder, helm
at steering wheel, in ocean realm -
The Lord of all - His guiding hand
will steer my ship to promised land..
 
                                                            terryq: 18/04/04

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